little piece of myself

by John Beccia

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1.
This Wild World by John Beccia Going outside when the rain stopped pouring.....looking around awhile Visiting places, we'd go exploring.....when you were just a child Inside the backpack, you'd I'd carry.....wading into the creek Keep going on, till we round a corner.....trying to get peek CHORUS - And I can't help myself from looking back Each new step on the railroad track And I don't know where I'm going but I do know where I've been Caught inside of this wild world we are in Caught inside of this wild world we are in Went to the pool where we'd get all wet & the flat rock where you would play Went further up where you'd build your forts and where you would play all day Time rushes by like the river flowing.....carrying years away You and your friends would just keep on growin...Now you are all away REPEAT CHORUS I don't regret anything that's happened....learning from my mistakes Living this life there's no turning back and what we had time can't take Somehow I know you will make the best of whatever comes your way All of the time we spent together.....noone can take away REPEAT CHORUS
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When I’m Gone I know I’m gonna miss you when I’m gone I know I’m gonna miss you on and on It’s just the way it is, I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you right or wrong Tho life goes on like this I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you when I’m gone I know I’m gonna miss you, day or night I know I’m gonna miss you, dark or light It’s just the way it is, I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you weak or strong Tho life goes on like this I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you when I’m gone Just when you think that you have got a grip The road comes to another bend So many new things that I have to face I know how every story has to end..... know how every story has to end.... You know I’m gonna miss you, cruel or kind You know I’m gonna miss you, heart and mind It’s just the way it is, I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you, short or long Tho life goes on like this I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you when I’m gone All the times that you have tried and tried To overcome the hopeless fear All the feelings that you've held inside Will end up in an ocean of tears.....end up in an ocean of tears You know I’m gonna miss you, moon or sun You know I’m gonna miss you, dusk or dawn It’s just the way it is, I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you, old or young Tho life goes on like this I’m gonna miss you, gonna miss you when I’m gone
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The Madness of Love by John Beccia It makes you whole .....Touches the soul You lose control.....Here in the madness of love Here in the madness of love And when it ends.....You lose a friend There’s no pretend......Here in the madness of love Here in the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love When it returns..... One never learns How it still burns.....Here in the madness of love Here in the madness of love And when it’s here.....How much we care Is never clear.....Here in the madness of love Here in the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love instrumental break It comes and goes......through highs and lows One never knows.....Here in the madness of love Here in the madness of love Sometimes we fly......sometimes we cry We live and die.....Here in the madness of love Here in the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love Here in the gladness, the sadness, the madness of love
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Every Soul Get’s Lost by John Beccia Out here in the night, I can hear a song And if I take the time to write, and try to catch it ‘fore it’s gone ‘Cause line by line, it can slowly grow But if I lose this place in time, I know that it will up and go So many songs are floating in the air And if nobody takes the time so many of them disappear When a song don’t work, it simply will get tossed And then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost There’ are so many stars out here in the night And if I take the time to look, then maybe I will see the light Every passing hour, we’re closer to the dawn And In the blinking of an eye the things that you can see are gone So many stars are out there in the air Can any of us save the world, does anybody care? When the starlight fades like a morning frost Well, then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost Well,then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost So many clouds float across the sky and if you look you can see the beauty right before your eyes Or you can choose to just go blind Unless you think that it’s a waste, a waste to never use your mind To use your mind keeps you going on Sometimes you don’t know what you got, till what you got is gone Now the paths divide, where they once crossed... And then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost Then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost There is so much love and it can grow can so strong And even though we’re reaching out for it sometimes it turns out wrong Every time we try, we come a little nearer But if we get left by ourselves, we are left looking in a mirror So many mirrors reflecting what has passed You can lose yourself when you are looking in a looking glass When a true love dies we have to pay the cost And then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost Then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost And then a little bit of every heart and every soul gets lost
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Victim of hue by John Beccia The otherness inside of me That's telling me "no" The cover subsiding from me Is letting go Falling with the mystery (2X) A victim of hue The summer-like warmth of your lips Your autumn brown hair Eyes like the cool winter's grey So bright and clear Hold me with their mystery (4X) A victim of hue The spring that is inside of you It bubbles and flows Revealing a feeling so new That comes and goes Growing with the mystery (7X) A victim of hue
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Sacre Blue 04:47
Sacre Bleu by John Beccia There is a color that can bring........ complexity to everything Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu A masterpiece that you can make......A curse that you can never break Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu I can make no promise of tomorrow-whoa-oa-oa-oa-oa-oa....... I will give all that I’ve got today-ay-ay You helped my eyes to finally see ......a different point of veiw from me Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu With every stroke a tiny death......it takes away your every breath Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu Why is it that you can’t recall....do all creations’ have to fall? Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu Who knows where we all will be tomorrow -whoa-oa-oa-oa-oa-oa...... No one could take what we have got away-ay-ay The sacred mother can release..... body from soul to bring your peace Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu (instrumental) You give your life up to the art....The blood that comes out of your heart Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu You helped me to perceive what’s true..believe in what the heart can do Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu Staring out into....La Sacre Bleu- eu-eu- eu- eu
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Where you're Going To by John Beccia Got to get out of your homeland Got to run fast as you can Though the sky is very clear now There is cancer in the land CHORUS- You don't know where you're going to You don't know where you're going to Now your life is left behind you With the sirens screaming loud Will your loved ones ever find you Runnin' from radiation's cloud REPEAT CHORUS REFRAIN - And the odds are not in our favor We're just numbers in a power game An acceptable risk Just like Judas's kiss for the silver Like the spinning of a wheel It's a crucial chance we take Now the game's become too real With our world that is at stake REPEAT CHORUS REPEAT REFRAIN Like a deal with a demon That someday we'll have to play With the sirens loudly screaming It seems the payment's due today REPEAT CHORUS Oo-Oo-Oo-Oo, You don't know where you're goin' to (8X)
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My Nose 02:48
My Nose by John Beccia My nose is getting colder, the temperature is low You know I need my nose ‘cause it will lead me where it goes My nose.....It knows It shows you where you’re going where the chilly wind is blowing my nose Oh no’s My nose is getting colder, like an iceberg at the tip You know I need my nose just like I need my upper lip My nose.....who knows It shows you where you’re going where the chilly wind is blowing my nose Instrumental My nose is getting colder, it feel just like ice You know I need my nose‘to smell the sugar and the spice My nose.....whose nose? It shows you where you’re going where the chilly wind is blowing my nose It shows you where you’re going where the chilly wind is blowing my nose It shows you where you’re going..... where the chilly wind is blowing..... my nose
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Together All Alone by John Beccia The best and worst of ...what we is always on display We can only be what we can be Though the light and darkness make up each and every day We can only see what we can see (2X) All the ups and downs, it seems, were always going through We can only do ...what we can do All the backs and forths that leave us goin' round and round You and me are always me and you (2X) CHORUS - In this world we wander.....Looking for a home All alone together all alone.....All alone together all alone In the world, we ponder, what is it that we own? All alone together all alone.....All alone together all alone instrumental over 1st verse The black and white, I wonder why, the color means so much To live and to die is something we all do Love or hate, is it too late to reach out and to touch To reach the other side, we must go thru (2X) CHORUS instrumental over 1st verse Why does it seem that some succeed, while.others have to fail Some have so much, while others have to crawl We’ll never live in peace till justice can prevail Anything that rises has to fall (2X) CHORUS twice, last line repeated
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long chain 02:54
Long Chain by John Beccia Cryin' in your arms Cryin' in your arms tonight Fallin' like a strong rain Feelin' like a long chain on Wanting just to have Wanting just to have you here Fallin' like a dead weight Feelin' like a long chain on Only want to share some time with you Never want to hold you in Holdin' both the hands Holdin' both the hands on you Fitting like a hand cuff Feelin' like a long chain on Feelin' like a long chain on bdim7 cm#7---- bdim7----cm#7---- bdim7----cm#7---- bdim7----cm#7 Feelin' like a long chain on
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You’ve Got to Believe by John Beccia At the break of the day, we choose our own way And know that we should not abuse it If there’s love in your heart, there is no better start And the love that you give just renews it You’ve got to believe, you’ve got to believe When love comes your way, don’t refuse it You’ve got to believe, in the love you receive Believe in the love and then use it When I was a boy, the world was a toy I would only do what was amusing But my mother would say if you learn how to play You could make some sense of the confusion You’ve got to believe, you’ve got to believe When love comes your way, don’t refuse it You’ve got to believe, and never deceive Believe in the love and then use it At the mid of the day, moments passing away And we know anytime we can lose it In the deepest of grief, you can find your relief Believe in the love, don’t excuse it You’ve got to believe, you’ve got to believe When love comes your way, don’t refuse it You’ve got to believe, that love can reprieve Believe in the love and then use it Though I have grown old. the heart’s never cold it’s warm with the sound of sweet music We have filled up the years with the laughter and tears With our love, and we never withdrew it You’ve got to believe, you’ve got to believe When love comes your way, don’t refuse it You’ve got to believe, in what love can conceive Believe in the love and then use it At the end of the day will we look back and say If we go back we would choose it In a world crashing down, we can turn it around If we share all the love and not lose it You’ve got to believe, you’ve got to believe When love comes your way, don’t refuse it You’ve got to believe, what love can achieve Believe in the love and then use it Believe in the love (repeated over and over)
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Thinkin’ of You by John Beccia I am a rambler and I am a rover I have been travelin’ this whole world over But now I’m thinkin’.....and how I’m thinkin’ of you I keep on movin’ to where I ‘m goin’ Followin’ restless winds that keep on blowin’ But now I’m thinkin’.....and how I’m thinkin’ of you Your thoughts are haunting me They’re wanting me to come home It’s not like me to......not be out here on my own I am a drifter and I am a dreamer Here from a distance how the grass grows greener But now I’m thinkin’.....and how I’m thinkin’ of you INSTRUMENTAL BREAK Your thoughts enthralling me They’re calling me to come back It’s not like me to......not have my home in my pack Don’t follow routines..... don’t follow orders Still get a thrill when breakin’ down old borders And now I’m thinkin’.....and how I’m thinkin’ of you And now I’m thinkin’.....and how I’m thinkin’ of you-ou-ou-ou-ou-
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When You Lose Someone by John Beccia When you lose someone....it can make you cry When you lose someone... you will wonder why ‘Cause when you lose someone....a part of you will die That’s when you lose a little piece of yourself When you lose someone....challenges you face When you lose someone....left without a trace ‘Cause when you lose someone....you never can replace That’s when you lose a little piece of yourself When you lose someone....who was very near When you lose someone....nothing‘s ever clear Cause when you lose someone....it’s like a broken mirror That’s when you lose a little piece of yourself When you lose someone.... who was a special friend When you lose someone....will the sorrow end? Cause when you lose someone...though the time can mend That’s when you lose a little piece of yourself INSTRUMENTAL (same chords as verse) When you lose someone....stories will be told When you lose someone....life can seem so cold Cause when you lose someone....there’ll always be a hole That’s when you lose a little piece of yourself Lose a little piece of yourself.....Lose a little piece of yourself Lose........lose your self
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Our Children's Lives by John Beccia We must work to make a change This world cannot go on the same If we really want it saved........for all our children's lives (2X) We must learn to get along With others as we're growing on And try to make the future strong.......for all our children's lives (2X) Make the choice to get it right Work to make our footprint light Use our love and not our might To try to make our way (2X) We must share the things we need We must learn to plant the seed So that the future's guaranteed.......for all our children's lives (2X) instrumental (am-C-D7-am, am-C-D7-E7-am) twice We must try to make it thru To follow all our feeling true It all depends on me and you To try to make our way -(2X) The time is here, the time is now Give up the sword, pick up the plow We have no choice, we must learn how......for all our children's lives (2X) For our children's lives
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Laughter or Tears? by John Beccia I see a light in the window.....But will it be shining for me? Do I have someone that’s waiting?........I guess I will just wait and see I’ve been away for so long now.....The days have all turned into years There was someone that I still remember.....will it be laughter or tears? I see a star in the heavens.....I follow it’s light easily Will there be someone to meet me.......I guess I will just wait and see Travelin for mile after mile.....Putting aside all the fears To see if there’s someone who loves me.....will it be laughter or tears? I see a moon that’s reflecting.....Light like a quilt over me Covers me up like a shelter........But won’t ever suffocate me I’ve been so far down the road now.....Traveled without any cares But what do I have to come home to.....will it be laughter or tears?

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I have been writing songs for over 50 years, and even though I play with 2 bands whose playlists include my compositions, it had become clear that if I wanted to get these songs recorded, I would have to start doing some of the stuff as part of some solo projects. Like a lot of my projects this is a mix of new stuff with old stuff, and a mix of varied musical styles. My taste in music is very eclectic and this album definitely reflects that. Enjoy and thanks for listening.

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released August 15, 2020

John Beccia- vox, guitars, keyboards, mandolin, banjo, and melodica
Phil Gross - bass on songs as noted
Mike Milenesi- drums on songs as noted
Suzy Newman- harmony vocals on songs as noted
Kieran Beccia - harmony vocals on songs as noted

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John Beccia San Luis Obispo, California

Since he first touched a piano , John has been hooked. He is a multi-instrumentalist and song-writer living in the central coast of California. He is a member of two bands: Joy Polloi and Up in the Air. He plays keyboards, guitar, banjo, mandolin and melodica. John also performs
children's concerts at schools, music festivals, and libraries.
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